Chapter 1

Sienna's P.O.V.

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~ Flashback, age 13 ~

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"Come on, you promised you'd sit with me while Kai finished our project," Zane whined as he tried to drag me to the computer lab.

"I know, but Roman just asked me if I could meet him in the library really quickly," I said, trying not to laugh at the pout on Zane's face. "I'll only be a minute."

"Oh, please, Roman is going to keep you the whole time," Zane sulked.

"I won't let him," I replied, but he wasn't convinced.

"What if I just go with you?" he suggested, shrugging his shoulders.

"That would leave Kai all alone, and you know I hate that," I said.

"You only hate it because he hacks into your socials every time you give us more attention than him," Zane teased.

"Yeah, and last time, he posted a ton of embarrassing pictures of me," I replied with a laugh. "The double chins... I was so hideous."

Zane laughed as he reached up to cup the side of my face, brushing his thumb across my chin. My laughter died down as he stared at me. Electricity was crackling between us, and I held my breath, unsure of what to do. I don't want to pull away, but I'm also a little bit scared.

"Double chins... Hideous," Zane scoffed softly. "Would it make you feel better to know that I thought those pictures were cute?"

My face flamed as embarrassment coiled in my belly.

"W-what?" I stuttered.

Zane, as usual, wasn't phased in the slightest.

"It was real, it was raw, it was unfiltered you," he replied. "And you looked cute in every single one, Sweets. At any angle."

He's joking, right? He has to be. We've been friends our whole lives pretty much. Ever since the first day of fourth grade.

Zane had stood up for me when some boys were pushing me around on the playground. I had been at school for a few days and couldn't seem to make any friends. We moved in the middle of the school year and everyone pretty much had their friend groups already. I never seemed to fit in.

That day was the first day anyone was nice to me. Zane and his friends had been on an extended weekend vacation, so it was the first day I had met any of them. Even as kids, they were all very protective of me. That day, Zane had threatened the boys who were pushing me, and then took me inside to meet his friends.

The six of us have been practically inseparable ever since.

That being said, this charming attitude that Zane has isn't new. Ever since we were old enough to understand crushes, he's made comments similar to this. However, this is the boldest thing he's ever said to me.

I blame the fact that they were all raised in a motorcycle club. The Inferno's Demon Riders MC. The demons are great, don't get me wrong. I've spent so much time in the clubhouse that it's like a second home to me. I know that they party and party hard. I also know that they make sure I don't see everything that happens there either.

"Did I break you?" Zane teased me when I just stood there with my mouth open like a mor.on.

"Embarrass her? That's my job, isn't it?"

I groaned at the sound of that voice. I didn't even get the chance to turn around, or plan an escape before Maddox slung his long arm around my shoulders. Zane smiled at our friend before they fist bumped.

"You'd never embarrass Sia and you know it," Zane told him, shooting me a wink.

"You have no idea how much I enjoy trying," Maddox muttered.

I looked up at him with a frown. Maddox is just a big bully. He's rude as hell, but he has a big heart under it all. He's just a big ol' sassy pants. But he's so dang tall and buff, you'd never guess he was kind. You just have to dig for it.

"Anyway," Maddox continued without looking at me. "What are you guys doing?"

"Well, Peaches here thinks she's going to meet Roman all alone in the library," Zane told him. "I told her that I should come with."

"Oh, definitely," Maddox said, spinning us around in the direction of the library. "Let's all go have a little bit of fun."

Zane was on my other side within seconds. He was so close that his fingers brushed against my hand. I looked at him and he winked at me. My face flushed with heat and I quickly looked away.

"So," Zane said. "Want to come to the clubhouse-"

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~ Present, age 25 ~

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Beep! Beep! Beep! Beep!

My alarm clock going off pulled me from my dream. Or my memory, I should say. I groaned as I reached out to slap it, making it stop. I rolled over in my bed and stared at the ceiling, thinking about that damn dream.

It's been years since I've even seen them. Almost ten whole years. Why do I keep dreaming about them?

Probably because my time with those five were the only times in my life that I was happy, that I felt safe.

Still, I wish it would stop. I hate having to be reminded of everything I lost every time I try to sleep. The good memories hurt just as much as the bad ones now. Although I would rather dream about them then-

I shook my head, clearing the thoughts from my mind.

I'm not going down that road first thing in the morning. Or ever, if I can help it.

Slowly, I dragged myself out of bed and headed for the bathroom. My apartment is tiny as hell, but it's just me. Well, me and Butter, my black cat that I saved about a year ago. Found him outside the diner I work at, licking a stick of butter that didn't quite make it into the dumpster. Hence, the name Butter. He was wounded, scared, and only a kitten when I found him. We've been together ever since, and he is my dearest and only friend.

I talk to the girls at the diner, and we're friendly, except Brooke, but... After everything I went through with my first set of friends, and everything after... I can't bring myself to trust anyone. Understandably so, but it's lonely as hell.

Lonely or not, at least I'm free now.

I sighed as I looked at myself in the mirror. I look like I barely slept. I was crying in my sleep again, so my eyes are a bit puffy. I can't believe I was crying over a stupid memory like that.

I guess it wasn't that stupid. Not for the 13-year-old Sienna. The one that thought those five hung the stars in the sky.

That day was the day that we all found out Zane was moving. The party he was trying to invite me to at the clubhouse was his family's going-away party. Zane didn't even know himself until that night.

Honestly, Zane is the only one of them that I don't actually harbor any hard feelings for. Other than his lack of communication when he moved, he never did anything to me. Zane never bullied me, he was never mean to me, and he always knew how to make me smile.

I wonder if the reason he never wrote me a letter, or texted, or even added me on any of my socials was because of the others. Or maybe he just outgrew me and forgot about me. I don't blame him. We were kids and he didn't know. Or maybe he did know and just didn't care.

Zane's family was deep in the MC. His father was part of the club and owned a gym in town. The whole reason they moved was because The Inferno's Demon Riders opened a new chapter. It was right in the heart of whatever state was the biggest MMA scene. Zane's dad jumped at the opportunity.

I remember how the six of us spent that party. We were all sad, devastated really. We tucked ourselves in Knox's room for the entire night. We reminisced. We promised to never lose contact. We cried and laughed and...

And it all turned out to be a lie anyway. It doesn't matter anymore. We were just kids, and I was stupid for thinking that we would remain the way we were forever.

My mom picked me up from the clubhouse the next day. It was something she had been doing for the last few years. I never questioned it because I was just happy that she would let me stay the night.

After she announced her engagement though, I realized that I had been overlooking a lot. Like the small, lingering glances they made. The way that Rook would always make sure he was near us in some way. The way that he would already be talking to my mom when I came down the hall. How comfortable she seemed to be there.

Rook was a great guy. He was the club's enforcer, and he was always kind to me. That didn't change when he married my mom either. No, it was other people that changed. Like his son and his son's friends.

I thought that living with one of my best friends was going to be the coolest. It was anything but. My whole life changed after that. That's what happens when people around you start scheming.

I rolled my eyes at my reflection before jumping into the shower, the water as hot as it could go. I need to stop thinking about them. All of them. The MC, my mom, the guys. They're all in my past. I'm moving forward now. Moving past it all.

Past the MC. Past my fake friends. Past my delusional mother. Past my sperm donor of a father. And most importantly...

Past my abusive husband and the scars he left me.

Chapter 2

Sienna's P.O.V.

By five-thirty in the morning, I was already regretting getting out of bed. Not because I was tired. I was always tired. It was the dream.

That stupid dream had followed me all the way to work, sitting in the passenger seat of my ancient Corolla like some unwanted ghost. Every red light gave my brain another excuse to replay Zane's grin, Maddox hanging off my shoulder, Roman waiting in the library, Kai probably hiding behind a screen somewhere, and Knox laughing so hard during Zane's going-away party that soda came out of his nose.

I hated that memory the most because it wasn't bad. Bad memories came at you with knives out. Good ones waited until you were tired, crawled under your ribs, and reminded you there had once been a version of your life worth missing.

"Not today," I muttered as I parked behind Harlow's Diner.

Butter had stared at me like I was personally betraying him when I left the apartment. I promised him extra chicken later, which was ridiculous because he had no concept of promises and would absolutely scream at me whether I brought chicken home or not. Honestly, I respected that about him.

The back door was still locked, so I waited under the buzzing yellow light until Mr. Halpern shoved it open from inside. He took one look at me and frowned.

"You're earlier than early."

"Congratulations. You witnessed a miracle."

"Coffee's not ready."

"Then what exactly do I pay you for?"

"You don't pay me at all."

"Sounds like a management problem."

He snorted and stepped aside. Mr. Halpern was somewhere in his late fifties, permanently tired, and allergic to personal questions. Those three qualities made him one of my favorite people.

Not a friend. I didn't really do friends. But favorite people? Sure. That felt safer.

I tied on my apron, shoved my phone into the front pocket, and checked the little metal cash box hidden inside my locker. Seventy dollars, two bus cards, one prepaid phone still sealed in plastic, and copies of the documents I would need if I ever had to leave in a hurry. Most people kept gum and deodorant in their work lockers. I kept an exit plan. Normal. Totally fucking normal.

By six, the regulars started drifting in: old men who complained about coffee prices even though they ordered the same thing every morning, two nurses from the overnight shift, and a construction crew that left enough crumbs behind to build a second diner. Routine was good. Routine didn't ask questions, and it didn't drag me backward ten years.

"Morning, sunshine."

I looked over my shoulder to see Macy tying her apron around her waist. "You're disgustingly cheerful."

"It's six-twelve. Some of us don't hate mornings."

"Some of you are deeply disturbed."

She grinned, bumped her hip against mine, then looked more closely at my face. "You look like shit. Bad night?"

"Thank you, and no."

"That's not what I asked."

"Close enough."

Her expression softened, and I immediately hated that look. People did that when they thought they were one gentle question away from opening me up and finding all the ugly parts. Macy had learned not to push too hard, but she hadn't learned not to care. Annoying woman.

While she grabbed coffee mugs, she said, "You know, you always look like you're waiting for somebody to kick the door in."

My hand stopped for half a second before I reached for the sugar packets. "Maybe I'm waiting for Ed to finally pay his tab."

From booth three, Ed lifted his coffee. "I heard that."

"You were supposed to."

Macy laughed, then lowered her voice. "Deflect all you want. You're still doing it."

"And you're still asking. Which one of us is the slow learner here?"

That finally got her to let it go, but the comment stayed with me as I carried mugs to booth two.

That was the problem with staying anywhere too long. People noticed patterns.

I had been in this town almost two years, longer than I had stayed anywhere since I left him. Long enough for Mr. Halpern to know I hated being scheduled past midnight. Long enough for Macy to know I never talked about family. Long enough for Brooke to decide my refusal to overshare meant I thought I was better than everyone. Long enough to get comfortable.

Comfort was dangerous. I knew that. Apparently, I needed the universe to remind me.

Brooke came in fourteen minutes late wearing enough perfume to stun a horse. Mr. Halpern looked at the clock, she looked at him, and neither said a word. I hid a smile behind the coffee pot.

"Something funny?" she asked.

"Sometimes my face does that."

"At me?"

"Don't flatter yourself."

Macy made a choking sound that suspiciously resembled a laugh. Brooke glared at both of us and went to clock in before six-forty in the morning somehow turned into a workplace war.

The breakfast rush hit twenty minutes later. For the next hour, I didn't have time to think about dreams or old friends. I moved from table to table, balancing plates, refilling coffee, shouting orders toward the kitchen, and mentally calculating which regular would complain if their eggs were even slightly wrong.

That was why I liked the diner. When it was busy enough, there wasn't room inside my head for anything else.

"Table seven says this isn't what they ordered," Brooke snapped, appearing beside me with a plate of pancakes.

I looked at the ticket, then the plate. "Because it isn't. You wrote blueberry pancakes. They're holding a Denver omelet."

Brooke stared down at the food. "Kitchen fucked it up."

"Then take it back."

"I'm busy."

"So am I."

She shoved the plate toward me. A year ago, I probably would've taken it. Maybe even apologized while I did. That thought irritated me more than Brooke ever could, so I pushed the plate gently back toward her.

"No."

Her eyebrows climbed. "You always help Macy."

"Macy asks."

Brooke glanced around like she expected somebody to step in and make me cooperate. Nobody did.

"You've changed," she muttered.

I almost laughed. She had no fucking idea.

"Take the omelet back, Brooke."

She spun around and marched toward the kitchen.

Macy slid past me carrying orange juice. "That was hot."

"Please don't make it weird."

"No promises."

I shook my head and went back to work. By ten, the rush finally died. My feet hurt, my stomach was growling, and the dream from that morning had been successfully beaten into submission by coffee orders and human incompetence. Perfect.

I was wiping down the counter when the phone rang. Mr. Halpern answered it near the register, listened for a few seconds, then glanced toward me.

"Who's asking?"

My hand slowed.

"No," he said. "I don't give out employee schedules." Another pause. His expression flattened. "I said no."

He hung up, and the diner suddenly felt too quiet.

"Who was that?"

"Guy asking if you worked here."

My fingers tightened around the rag. "What guy?"

"Didn't give a name. Asked for Sienna Vale, then wanted to know when you were on shift."

Macy's face changed. Brooke, who had been pretending not to listen near the soda machine, suddenly became very interested in us.

I forced myself to breathe normally. It could be nothing. A customer. A debt collector with the wrong person. Somebody looking for another Sienna Vale. Too many possibilities.

"You give him anything?"

Mr. Halpern looked offended. "No. Number was blocked too."

"Okay."

Macy frowned. "Okay? That's creepy as hell."

"It is."

"And you're not worried?"

I tossed the rag into the sink. "Worrying doesn't change anything."

The words came out sharper than I intended, but I didn't take them back.

Mr. Halpern leaned against the counter. "You need me to call somebody?"

"No police."

His eyes narrowed.

"It's probably nothing," I added.

"People don't call diners asking for employee schedules for nothing."

"I know."

That came out quieter. Macy folded her arms, and I could practically feel the questions coming off her. Who are you hiding from? Why don't you want the police? Why do you always look ready to disappear?

I pulled out my phone instead. No missed calls. No messages. Nothing unusual. That should've made me feel better. It didn't.

I checked my bank balance and mentally added the cash at home, the emergency money in my locker, and the gas in the Corolla. I knew exactly how long it would take me to pack everything that mattered. Twenty-two minutes if Butter cooperated.

Thirty-five if he decided the cat carrier was an assassination attempt.

"You're doing it again," Macy said.

"Doing what?"

"Planning an escape in your head."

That made me look at her.

She shrugged. "I have eyes."

For a second, I didn't know what to say. Then the bell over the front door rang and every muscle in my back locked. I turned. Just Ed. He had forgotten his newspaper. I almost laughed at myself. Almost.

Instead, I grabbed a fresh pot of coffee. "Break's over."

The rest of the shift went by without another call. No mysterious man walked in. No black SUV parked outside. Nothing exploded. By three-thirty, I had almost convinced myself I'd overreacted. Almost.

I counted my tips in the employee bathroom, split the cash between my wallet and the hidden pocket inside my bag, then checked the back alley before stepping outside. Empty. Good.

My Corolla sat exactly where I'd left it. Nothing under the wipers. No broken windows. No one waiting beside it. I let out a breath. See? Nothing. Paranoid idiot. I took three more steps and stopped.

Across the street, in the parking lot of a closed hardware store, a motorcycle sat under the faded sign. The rider was still on it: black jacket, dark helmet, one boot planted on the pavement. Facing the diner. Facing me.

I couldn't see his face or a patch. I couldn't tell if I knew him, but he didn't look away when I noticed him. Neither did I. For one long second, neither of us moved. Then his engine came to life.

My hand went straight to the keys in my pocket as the bike pulled into traffic and disappeared down the road.

I stood there staring after it, heart beating way too hard. Maybe the phone call had been nothing. Maybe the biker had been nothing. Maybe my past had finally taught me to see monsters where there were only strangers. Maybe.

I got into my car, locked the doors, and started the engine. Then I took the long way home.

Chapter 3

Sienna's P.O.V.

I did not leave town. I wanted to. By the time I got home, fed Butter, checked every window, and searched the parking lot from behind my blinds like a complete lunatic, I had already planned three routes out of Nebraska. One west. One south. One that changed buses twice before I rented a car under a different card. Then I sat on the edge of my bed and got pissed off.

I had spent too much of my life running because somebody else decided I wasn't allowed to feel safe.

One phone call and one biker I couldn't even identify weren't enough to make me hand over another home. Not yet. So the next morning, I went back to work.

Butter disagreed with my decision. He planted himself on top of my shoes while I was getting dressed and bit my shoelace when I tried to pull it free.

"You are an excellent security consultant," I told him. "Very practical."

He stared at me.

"Fine. If I'm murdered, you can say you warned me."

Butter yawned. Rude. Harlow's was already busy when I walked in. A bus full of retirees had apparently discovered pancakes, and Macy was running between tables with the expression of a woman reconsidering every life choice that had brought her here.

She spotted me and immediately pointed a coffee pot in my direction. "You came back."

I stopped. "Was I not supposed to?"

"After yesterday? I didn't know."

"Neither did I."

That shut her up for about three seconds.

"Did you figure out who called?"

"No."

"The biker?"

"No."

"Are you going to tell me anything useful?"

"No."

Macy sighed. "I walked into that."

"Proud of you."

Mr. Halpern came through the swinging kitchen door carrying two plates. "If the reunion is over, table nine has been waiting twelve minutes."

Macy took one plate from him. I took the other.

"See?" I told her. "Employment. Very grounding."

The first two hours went fast. Too fast to think, which was exactly how I liked it.

Brooke stayed mostly out of my way after yesterday, although she managed to glare at me every time we crossed paths. I considered it personal growth for both of us. Around noon, the diner filled again. That's when table six became a problem.

There were three of them: a woman with perfect hair and sunglasses pushed onto her head, a guy in a polo shirt who had complained about his fries twice, and another man who had spent most of the meal filming everything on his phone. I had noticed the phone earlier. People filmed everything now. Food. Coffee. Themselves pretending to laugh. Normally, I didn't care. Normally, their cameras weren't pointed at me. Macy had table six, so I kept my distance. Then I heard the crash. A glass hit the floor near the booth and shattered. Everyone in that part of the diner looked over.

The man in the polo shirt was standing. Macy was beside the table with one hand wrapped around her own wrist. My stomach dropped. I was moving before I thought about it.

"What happened?"

Macy shook her head. "It's fine."

The guy laughed. "Your waitress needs to learn how to do her fucking job."

I looked at her wrist. Red fingerprints were already forming. My vision narrowed.

"Did he grab you?"

"Sienna—"

"Did he?"

Macy hesitated. That was enough.

I turned to him. "You need to pay and leave."

His mouth fell open. "Excuse me?"

"You heard me."

The woman at the table snorted. "Oh my God. Are you serious?"

Very. The man filming lifted his phone higher. Great.

Polo Shirt took a step closer. "She spilled water on me."

I looked at his shirt. There was a wet spot smaller than my hand near his hip. Tragic.

"Then we can get you a towel."

"I want the meal comped."

"No."

His face changed. "No?"

"Food's gone. Plates are clean. You've been here almost an hour. You don't get a free meal because some water touched your shirt."

A few people nearby laughed. Wrong move. His face went red. Macy whispered my name. I knew what she was telling me. Drop it. Keep the job. Don't make it worse. I had been very good at not making things worse once. I didn't miss that girl.

Mr. Halpern came out from behind the register. "What's going on?"

The woman spoke before anyone else could. "Your waitress attacked my friend after spilling a drink on him."

I stared at her. Macy stared at her too.

Polo Shirt pointed at me. "And this one threatened us."

Mr. Halpern rubbed the bridge of his nose. For one awful second, I knew exactly what was coming. Customer service. Apologize. Comp the check. Smile.

"Just fix it, Sienna," he said quietly.

There it was. Something inside me went very still.

"No."

Mr. Halpern looked at me. The whole damn diner seemed to look at me.

I pointed at Macy's wrist. "He grabbed her hard enough to leave marks. I'm not apologizing to him for that."

The guy scoffed. "I barely touched her."

"Then it should be easy to keep your hands to yourself now."

His chair scraped back. He stepped toward me. I held my ground. He was bigger than me. Most men who had hurt me had been bigger than me. That fact didn't have the power it used to.

"You're real brave behind a counter," he said.

"I'm not behind one."

His eyes flicked down, like he had only just realized I was standing in the aisle with nothing between us. The man with the phone made a quiet, excited sound. I wanted to shove the phone down his throat.

Instead, I looked at Mr. Halpern. "Do you have cameras in this section?"

He blinked. "Yes."

"Good. Then check them."

Polo Shirt's expression changed. Just a little. Enough. I saw it. So did Mr. Halpern.

He looked at Macy's wrist again, then toward the little black camera over the pie case.

"Nobody leaves," he said.

The woman shot to her feet. "You can't keep us here."

"No," Mr. Halpern said. "But I can call the police if you skip the check."

Polo Shirt swore. I almost smiled. Mr. Halpern went into the office and came back less than two minutes later with a face like stone.

He looked at the table. "Pay your bill. Leave. Don't come back."

The man started talking. Mr. Halpern didn't let him finish.

"I watched you grab her. Pay and leave before I make that phone call."

That did it. The woman slapped cash onto the table. Polo Shirt muttered something about lawyers and bad reviews, and Phone Guy kept recording the entire time. As they passed me, Polo Shirt leaned close.

"You think you're tough?"

My body remembered too many things at once. A hand. A locked door. A voice telling me I would never make it on my own. I didn't step back.

"I think you're leaving."

For a second, he looked like he wanted to test me. Then he noticed half the diner watching. He left. The bell over the door jingled behind them. Silence held for maybe two seconds. Then Ed from booth three raised his coffee cup.

"Well, that was better than cable."

The diner burst into laughter. I covered my face.

"Jesus Christ."

Macy hugged me from the side. I went stiff automatically. She felt it and let go just as fast.

"Sorry," she said.

"It's fine."

"Thank you."

I looked at the red marks on her wrist. "You don't have to thank me for telling somebody not to grab you."

Her eyes got shiny. Nope. Absolutely not.

I pointed toward the kitchen. "Go put ice on that before you make this emotional."

She laughed and wiped under one eye. Mr. Halpern came over after she left.

"I shouldn't have told you to fix it before I knew what happened."

"No, you shouldn't have."

He stared at me. I stared back. Then one corner of his mouth twitched.

"Still employed?"

"I was about to ask you that."

"You threaten all my customers like that?"

"Only the handsy ones."

"Good enough."

That should have been the end of it. It wasn't. Of course it wasn't. Around two, Brooke walked into the server station holding her phone.

"You have got to be kidding me."

I was stacking clean mugs. "What now?"

She turned the screen toward me. A video was playing. Me. Table six. Polo Shirt stepping toward me. My voice, clear as day. I'm not behind one. The clip cut right after I told him he was leaving. Someone had added text across the top. WAITRESS HUMILIATES GUY WHO GRABBED COWORKER. My stomach dropped.

"Where did you get that?"

"It's everywhere locally."

"Everywhere means what?"

Brooke scrolled. "Facebook. TikTok. Reels. Somebody put it in the town group."

I grabbed the phone from her. The original upload had more than twelve thousand views. That wasn't viral by normal internet standards. For me, it might as well have been the fucking Super Bowl. My face was visible. Very visible. I scrolled through the comments. Most were cheering. A few were calling me rude. One said the guy deserved worse. Then I saw it. **That's Sienna from Harlow's. She's always been cool when I go in.** My thumb stopped. My name. My workplace. My face. All in one place.

"No," I whispered.

Brooke's attitude disappeared. "What?"

I handed her phone back and reached for mine.

Macy walked in from the kitchen with an ice pack wrapped around her wrist. "What's wrong?"

"The video."

She looked confused. "What video?"

Brooke showed her. Macy's face went pale.

"Oh shit."

Exactly. I opened the local app I barely used and found the clip within seconds. Shares. Reposts. Comments. The whole stupid thing growing while I watched. Yesterday, somebody had called the diner looking for me. Yesterday, a biker had watched me from across the street.

Today, the internet had handed anybody who cared to look a clear photograph, my first name, and the exact place I worked. My phone felt heavy in my hand.

Macy touched my arm, gently this time. "Sienna?"

I locked the screen.

"I need to go."

Mr. Halpern looked up from the register when I came around the counter. "What happened?"

"The video from lunch is online."

He grimaced. "I heard."

"My name is in the comments."

His expression changed immediately. Good. At least somebody understood.

"I need the rest of the day."

"Take it."

Brooke called after me. "Your bag."

I turned. She held it out. For once, there wasn't a trace of attitude on her face.

I took it. "Thanks."

Outside, I scanned the parking lot before moving toward my car. No motorcycle. No strange car. No one obviously watching. It didn't matter anymore. I unlocked the Corolla and got inside. Before I started the engine, I checked the video one more time. Twenty-one thousand views. I refreshed. Twenty-three.

"Fuck."

For five years, staying invisible had kept me free. In less than a day, a stranger with a phone had made invisible impossible.